mda....porcarii

If you trust somebody do you expect the same thing?!well, DON'T!
Who the hell cares about what you fell or what you can do?they only se you as something that replaces the old things....the things they care about most...don't believe a word! don't trust anyone except yourself...I wish that the world would be perfect, but we don't really live in a Coca Cola commmercial....

Azi am terminat facultatea...mi-am sustinut licenta, am luat-o si am terminat cea ce inseamna viata de stundet, nu ca eu as fi gustat din plin de aceasta viata, dar e ok...cu siguranta sunt altii care au trait mai putin decat mine.
Am ajuns intr-un moment, pe care probabil toti l-au simtit candva...nu stii incotro sa o iei, nu stii de ce sa te apuci, nu stii nimic..."spui sfarsit, dar nu se inchide niciodata".

Nu stiu exact ce ar trebui sa vreau, sau ce ar trebui sa fac...stiu doar ca nu ma voi sacrifica pentru ceva sau cineva care nu merita. Simt ca merita, dar de multe ori acest simt m-a inselat...de cele mai multe ori...
Nu are nici un sens ce scriu aici...in final...problema e ca nu stiu incotro sa o iau, cu cine sa plec, si cum sa fac sa fie bine...aceasta notiune de bine as vrea sa imi fie definita...Spui sfarsit, dar nu se inchide niciodata, de ce mai spui daca iubesti pentru a mia oara?

Rugaciuni si hartii

Cei ce m-au inteles macar putin i-am putut numara pe degetele unei maini, restu caini, restu spani
Te voi intelege daca o sa ma amani
Esti un refugiu pe care-l vad, cand vad, nimic altceva caci iar gasesc cate-un tertip sa te evit sa nu ridic ochii din mizerie
Amintirile mi le sterg cu o puzderie de greseli
Sa imi para rau a ajuns un obicei
Cei ce ma iubesc si m-au iubit i-am alungat prin vorbe grele
As vrea sa imi derulez viata si sa o restaurez cu divine vopsele, sa ma cufund in tot ce ochii au visat sa respir parfumul fericirii
Fara a mai da atentie masurii, iubirii sa ii oblojesc aripile ranite de ura ce imi arde trupul
Sa ascult cu atentie ce ma invata timpul, ce imi arata anotimpul, sa ascult o voce ce imi vrea binele
Fa-ma sa inteleg odata pentru totdeauna ca fiecare pas gresit ma face tot mai strain de mine insumi
Ca prin clipe vandute ieftin nu fac decat sa imi patez inima iar cine ma privit sincer in ochi, adumi-l mai aproape
Stiu ca ma cred prea tare, stiu ca omul nu e decat un orb ce se indreapta spre mare
Si desi simte briza pe chip, stors de vlaga pe plaja ii moare
Sunt prea multe lucruri care vin si trec la fel de repede si doare
Stiu ca orice cuvant duce la neintelesuri, pentru o mie de drumuri...o mie de mersuri...o mie de versuri, o mie de chipuri, o mie de ganduri, un singur suflet
Si simt cum o iertare este ceruta de o mie de pacate printr-un planset
Si stiu ca vreau sa ma ajuti sa fie liniste, sa simt ca inceputul inca mai domneste in mine, framantat de o mie de vanturi
Arata-mi calea spre bine, drumul spre mine, arata-mi calea spre bine, drumul spre mine

Pur si simplu, pur si simplu, eu pur si simplu vreau un simbol
Care sa-mi organizeze viata
Vreau ca lumea sa ma inteleaga
Fara sa-mi judece prestatia
Vreau ca inspiratie sa-mi fie nelimitata
Vreau ca al meu coleg de banca sa nu se mai prefaca
Si nu vreau sa mai cunosc persoane ce stiu ca n-o sa-mi placa
Vreau un pumn de prieteni
Iar de restul n-o sa-mi pese daca ei ma vad ca pe o pata neagra
Totodata, vreasu sa fac diferenta intre rau si bine
Iar daca mi-ai fi fals, atunci vreau sa pot privi prin tine
Vreau sa cred ca nu ma incred intr-o cauza pierduta
Si vreau ca cel ce asculta sa simta
Si sa se regaseasca in aceste cuvinte
Sa ia aminte, sa-si doreasca si el la randul lui
Ceva ce pentru el pare perfect
Si totusi, cu toate aceste, as vrea ca si el sa existe
Sau macar sa nu mi-l mai imaginez in ipostaze triste
Si vreau doar o clipa de meditatie
In care sa ajung sa ma cunosc
Fara sa imi para rau de ceea ce stiu si de ceea ce vad
Fara sa-mi tin sufletul inchis de propriul meu lacat
Si vreau sa capat o constiinta
Care sa-mi dea pace in somn si-n vis
Vreau sa scriu si vreau ca totul sa fie al meu scris
Vreau sa-mi doresc o mie de lucruri
Peste fara intrebari, alte zeci de teste
Vreau sa scap de frica de a le pica
Vreau ca firea-mi sa nu stie ce-i nelamurirea
Vreau sa fiu sigur sa stiu ceea ce vreau
Iar daca vrei sa simt o picatura de gust amar
Am sa-ti urez sa traiesti macar o secunda
Din propriul tau cosmar
Si as vrea sa nu mai existe afacere
Ci doar placere
As vrea ca totul sa fie o continua miscare
Si chiar daca pentru multi inseamna doar pline scrumiere
Eu numesc fiecare idee o tigare ce-o voi stinge
Si ma intreb cine ajunge sa le maï numere


Yawn si Spooke-Rugaciuni si hartii

O definitie clara

Cum e sa stii ca daca timpul s-ar opri in loc tu ai face acelasi lucru?! daca toata lumea ar disparea tu ai fi in aceasi situatie...daca ai fi invizibil nu ai schimba cu nimic lumea...daca ai disparea nu ar exista consecinte(decat pentru cei dragi)...daca s-ar intampla o minune, nu ai putea sa profiti de ea...daca ti s-ar ivi ocazii nu ai stii ce sa alegi sau pentru ce sa alegi...tot ce simti este ca daca arunci o piatra in lac, schimbi ceva...ai aruncat o piatra in lac.ai facut ce ai putut...dar daca ai putea mai mult?! daca ai putea mai mult, dar nu ai stii ce sa alegi?! nu ai stii cum sa alegi, nu ai stii de ce sa alegi, nu ai stii pentru ce sa alegi...daca ai disparea, nu s-ar intampla nimic...

Ladies and Gentlemen, introducing, the chocolate starfish,and the hot-dog flavored water

Bring it on,
Get the fuck up,
Check, 1, 2
Listen up, Listen up, Here we go,

It's a fucked up world, what a fucked up place,
Everybody's judged by their fucked up face,
Fucked up dreams, fucked up life,
Fucked up kid, with a fucked up knife,
Fucked up moms, and fucked up dads,
Thats a fucked up cop, with a fucked up badge,
Fucked up job, with fucked up pay,
Fucked up boss, is a fucked up day,
Fucked up breast, fucked up lies,
All my niggas, in the biggest, got the facs of life

Hey, everybody knows this song

Ain't it a shame that you can't say fuck,
Fucks just a word and it's all fucked up,
Like a fucked up punk, with a fucked up mouth,
Nine inch nails'll get knock the fuck out,

Fucked up AIDS, from fucked up sex,
Fake ass titties on her fucked up chest,
We're all fucked up, so whatcha wanna do,
Well fucked up me and a fucked up you


You wanna fuck me like an animal,
You like to burn me on the inside,
You like to think that I'm a perfect drug,
Just know that nothin you do, will bring you closer to me,

Aint life a bitch, a fucked up bitch,
A fucked up sword with a fucked up stitch,
A fucked up head, is a fucked up shame,
Swingin on my nuts is a fucked up game,
Jealousy fillin up my fucked up mind,
its all fucked up like a fucked up crime,
If I say fuck two more times,
Thats 46 fucks in this fucked up rhyme,

Hey, everybody knows this song
listen up baby,

You can't bring me down, I don't think so, and also
You better check yourself, before you wreck yourself,
Kiss my starfish, my, chocolate starfish, PUNK
Kiss my starfish, my, chocolate starfish,

Go out and have your fun tonight

One night can weight a ton, and why?! because it just does...things can change when you least expected, and take a brief turn and change you, and your entire life. Things happen for a reason, or so I like to believe, but sometimes they really do. Just think of all the bad things that happened to you during your life. Did you learn anything from them? if you're smart you did, if you're just naive, then you didn't and you'll get hurt again, or hurt people again.
I had my share of bad things happening to me, and the bad things that i've done, but now I want to believe that it changed me. I'm different now.
Doesn't everybody change? yeah, it's called being an adult, taking responsability for your actions, or just going wild.
You can be the most accurate person, with great dreams and plans, know exactly what you want to do, and then, in just one moment, a very important moment, even though you don't realize it, everything changes, and you become a person with no dreams, not knowing what the future has instored for you, not knowing what you want to do, but have a crazy plan and tale it seriously. People tend to do that sometimes. Other people look at them like it's a bad thing, but it is what they want.

Bucharest short trip

We love HARDCORE shit! and we loved IN FLAMES! pacat ca nu am putut intra cu aparatul sa surprind anumitele momente care pe mine m-au dat pe spate...oricum foarte tare trip, foarte tare concert, all in all, foarte tare!:D

Za Materpiece

Work in progress by Ban Marcel...Cand va fi gata, voi fi un copil tareee fericit:D

This is how it goes down

I'm the instigator of underwear
Showing up here and there
I'm always on a mission from the get-go
So what if it's only 1 o'clock in the afternoon
It's never too soon to send out all the invitations to the last night of (your life).
I conjure up the thought of being gone,
But I'd probably even do that wrong.
I try to think about which way
Would I be able to and would I be afraid.
I would never pull the trigger
But I've cried wolf a thousand times
I wish you could
Feel as bad as I do
I have lost my mind...
I'm bleeding out inside
Oh I don't even mind.
One foot wrong and I'm gonna fall, and if I let go, it's all my fault.

Sober

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to feel the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

Comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself.. Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry
Never again
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

How do I feel this good sober?

Mandalay si Midaircondo

Doua melodii care pe mine ma termina! sunt geniale, si rar folosesc acest cuvant...